but i don't really wanna lose this, does it all depend on me? its always personal between us, you won't say what's on your mind

last nite i got 2 new tattoos. next week i'm getting a big plam tree up my arm. excited about that - it's a long appointment with mr x. it's gonna have 'CHILL' written at the top of it in rope writing, but i have to get that done later on as duncan doesn't like working too long at a time. i haven't been tattooed by duncan in about 3 years.

ross had his hands tattooed last night, and it made me feel sick watching it. he was in so much pain. the sound of the needle slowing down when pushed reals hard into the skin is ruff. his fingers blew up really big. OUCH. sausage hands. he kept calling liam a prick. guess it helps to vent at the person who is momentarily ruining your life.

2 weeks until a long stretch in austin and the west coast. CAN NOT WAIT. honestly. i know i'm going to have the best time. so many friends to hang out with. the thing that is making me super jazzed is spending some time in the SUN. brits abroad. i'm so lucky. i know i play the victim from time to time, but my life is perfect really.

but more pressingly, my ears are broken....

time to see the "ear man".



fanks for the map robin